Friday, January 02, 2004
First Love
People often say your first love is the most
unforgettable. Is that really true? What is love you might ask..i can't answer that question myself. Is it the butterflies in your tummy when you see that special someone? Or is it something else? Something more intense? Something more than physical attraction? I doubt anybody can answer that question...not even the famous einstein. But when love happens, you can somehow know its presence...just like the phrase "love is in the air".
It was christmas eve of '02. The most unforgettable christmas eve i ever had. That night was exceptionally cool and windy. I threw on my sweatshirt and headed out for a night of hardcore partying. That was the first christmas eve im celebrating with my friends..it was something special. She was early..so we stood by the pillar of orchard mrt station to wait for the rest. Though we were oredy sms-ing before that but we felt lyke total strangers when we are together. Man shes gorgeous under the mrt station light...she seems to be radiating sum kinda aura that drew me to her (is this how u phrase it? hell). Ok so the bunch arrived and broke the silent spell..tt made me a lil more comfortable.
Hmm...if i remember clearly we headed outside to admire the decors of orchard road. Wow..then the best thing happened..she hooked her arms around mine. "huh?" i was bewildered. "haha i dun wanna get lost mah.." she replied. damn my heart is beating like shit..even if that is really her reason it didn't matter man..then she slid her hands down nd held mine...man she caught me off guard dere! Baa-dam! my cheeks are stinging lyke mad...thats the first time a girl held my hand! before that its still a virgin dude! whoa...this christmas eve is something else mate! haha ok lets get serious..er -hem. I knew...i knew the very moment she took my hand im gonna fall in love with this girl..perhaps it was even earlier..maybe it was the time when we were waiting for the others to arrive...i don't remember.
Oh well we started dating after christmas, to many friend's disapproval. But we didn't care..we stayed strong. But our relationship din last long..but long enuff lah..haha..why? i tot u might haf guessed...well we can't communicate. That was probably one of the best chapters of my life..til now that is. Well in a relationship dere will owaes be one that gives more...to do her justice she did put in effort for our relationship...tho others might not see and thot she was playing arnd with me.
If first love really is unforgettable..than this period of time i had with her would be forever in my heart.
dalun
happy birthday to me!!
dalun
