Friday, March 19, 2004
it was the ideal relationship I have been looking for so long, but I have decided to look away because I just can't let go of the past.dalun
I saw her picture today on someone else's blog. It hurts just to see her smile knowing that she doesn't belong to me anymore, perhaps she never did. I know when I say this it might be unfair or even hurt someone but I just wanted let it out instead of bottling inside me. A year have passed and my heart still long for her to return everytime i see her beautiful smile. Perhaps that is why I could not love someone with all my heart anymore. Shes the one I gave all my love, but she is also the one that hurt me the most. Why? Why is life so unfair? I know that she does not love me anymore, but why does my heart still won't let go? Someone out there loves me more than anything else and I know it's unfair that I can't love her the way that she wants me to. I myself want to reciprocate the feeling she has for me, but I just can't anymore...
dalun
have you guys seen the emirates advertisement? that particular advertisement have really inspired me. i don't really like the advertisements they make nowadays but this one have created an impact. The advert was simple i don't really want to go into details but it was the message they delivered. It ended with a phrase that goes, " when was the last time you did something for the first time?" that got me thinking, when was the last time I did something for the first time? In our society now, everyone of us is so tied up with work or school that we tend to miss out on all the beautiful things. Lets take sight-seeing for example, if you are so anxious of rushing from one spot to another, you will miss out on all the wonderful things you are there to see. Only those who slow down their footsteps will get to enjoy their life to the fullest. So ask yourself when was they last time you did something foe the first time? Come on people, slow down, relax and go out there and try something you've never tried before!
dalun