Friday, April 23, 2004
this zodiac thingy is so accurate haha..kinda of freaked me out a little. I'm sitting here in front of the computer waaiting for the time to pass..i know i should be studying but i just can't concentrate. the weather is good today..i should be having fun outside, not stuck in here. haha went to toa payoh stadium this morning for my school's sports day, stayed for abt 2 hrs then i sneaked out by climbing over the fence with gabriel. why did i do it? 'cos i love the pump of adrenaline, the fear of getting caught...i just love the feeling of living life on the edge. we only live once so why bother about all the rules and stuff man?
anyway i have been sms-ing this girl lately, like i said in the previous few entries, it's been long since somebody made my heart beat so fast. to be honest, in the previous few relationships, i did not feel that way either. then why now? it's kinda of bothering me 'cos for one moment i said i can't forget abt my ex and now i can't get this girl outta my head...how contridicting can it get? now i can't concentrate on my studies because of this..and it's my o's this year!
sigh..i really want to study hard and god knows i've tried but things like this just keeps happening. i'll try to study later..for now i'll just wait til her tuition is over and i'll meet her to walk her home and go for my fortnightly night jogs..maybe the cool night air will somehow make my thoughts clearer.
dalun
