Sunday, June 27, 2004
I will never forget
How achingly beautiful
The memories I had with you is.
dalun
Mr Superman
Mr Superman. I watched you rise above the rest, I watched u become the superstar, I watched with pride because you are my team-mate. But now, I look at you with pure disgust. You are so high up there that you no longer know what people down here feels like.
I see you doing the team talk after the match. Hearing what you say only makes me disrespect you even more. The referee did not deserve the middle finger, the chair did not deserve to get kicked I want all of you to apologies to him later. I can only look at you with pure disappointment. Deserve? You want to talk about who deserving what? After 4 years in SJI, and 15 mins in the whole tournament is what I deserve? Do you ever know what it feels like to sit by the side lines and watch your team lose and knowing that you could have done something about it but you couldn't? Hell no! You know why? Because you are Mr Superman, you are so high up there that you never will have to sit by the side lines. So don't you even dare to tell me you know how I felt because you don't!
The end of the tournament marks the end of my presence in the team. From now, I stand alone and this team will just be a memory. A memory of me getting shunned, a memory I won't soon forget.
I don't hate the game, neither do I hate the player. I hate the team.
dalun
