Sunday, July 04, 2004
I dreamt of you last night. But this time it was not about the memories we had but of you coming back to me. I dreamt of us getting back together again. It felt so real. But a dream will always be one. Waking up to this cruel world just makes me want to sleep forever, so I can see you everyday. Why do you have to wake me up Jon? WHY? Can't you let me sleep a little longer? Can't you let me be with her a little longer? I miss her so much. I am merely drifting along day by the day now, without a purpose in life. Have you ever thought how much pain you would cause me for leaving just like that? Do you now how lonely I am without you? Do you know how hard I try to suppress my emotions everytime I talk to you?dalun