Saturday, July 02, 2005
I'm feeling way pass my age. I know I've said this before, but I'm feeling it more intensely now. It seems that there is nothing worth living for. Everything seems boring and mundane through my eyes. Maybe it's the exam stress or maybe I've really lived enough.
And I'm sick. Sick of having to love to to be loved in return. Sick of feeling lonely when I need somebody but turn around having none. Love makes the world go round. But the absence of it can make your world stagnant and dead too. Why can't that feeling just vanish? So it won't be so painful being single, or so tiring being attached.
I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
dalun
