Sunday, November 20, 2005
"i never once asked myself whether i still loved her or what my exact feelings toward her were. that would serve no purpose. but i loved to find her at the detour of a moment of solitude. i must say it, because its the truth."
''i thought i didnt think about her anymore, but all it took was to be alone for just one minute in a more or less quiet place, and she'd come back to me."
"i was an absolute wreck but i pulled it off pretty well. day after empty day, i managed to put a good face on. i'd get up, work till i was ready to drop, eat like iw as supposed to, drink beer with the guys, and have a good laugh with my brothers. but that whole time, if any of them had so much as flicked his finger against my skin, it would've broken me clean in half. But i'm not being entirely honest with myself. it wasnt courage. it was stupidity - because i thought she'd come back. i really believed she would."
thanks joe. :)
dalun
It's better to burn out than to fade away. - Kurt Cobain
If I just walked away
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel.
dalun
